Saturday, 26 April 2014

Dear you, yes you...

I'm writing you this to tell you how much you mean to me, and to thank you for coming into my life. You're something i never thought could exist for me. You're one of the best things that has happened in my life, and i don't regret being with you. At first i was confused, didn't really know what i wanted, i didn't know if i would want to take a chance and actually take you seriously. Well ya know i'm not really good at this kind of thingy. Things didn't seem that well, i actually had my doubts about you. I wasn't sure you were actually taking me seriously. But, it was too late to look back; i had already fallen for you since the day i met you (actually since the first time i saw you) and i wasn't really looking forward to giving up too soon. I tried so hard to have you, i wasn't going to let you go so easily! Well, time has passed and i've discovered new things and a new me. Hmm not really new me, but something like... nvm forget it. Still, in a way, i'm scared 'cause i'm actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which i just can't explain, but i know it's there waiting for you to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what your feelings are but i don't want to force you in telling me what you don't feel towards me. I would want to receive love and trust from you when you truly mean it. All i ask from you is to show me you care and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way i do in you. By the way, thanks for everything.

Owh and anyway, it's just a cheesy-mushy-lovey-dovey-terlebih-gula-punya-ayat-i-don't-even-know-why-i-wrote-this-gawd-im-so-embarrassed heartfelt silly sort of bumbling things about how you're bringing me joy.

Endless affection,